Welcome back, Emily.

That is what my blog should have said to me today because it has been soooo long since I last blogged!! Wow. I realized that one of the main reasons I was blogging was because of my friend and when I started to stop blogging was when he left to Brazil. That's pretty pathetic. But true! Now I'm back on the bandwagon. Life in provo couldn't be more normal. Without much going on besides school it's grown rather dull as well! I just need a break or something or someone exciting to happen to my life. I have a huge milestone coming up in a week! I'm turning 20! I never thought turning 20 would be such a fear of mine. I feel so under accomplished to be 20. I mean, there are so many more successful people who are so much younger than I am that have accomplished so much! What have I done in my 20 years? Not much.Which is why I really needed something exciting to happen. So I applied for a Global Health program in Peru! This would be an amazing opportunity for me to just find myself and get my drive for life back. Floating through life wishing for something else is no way to live. I've gotta go out there and get it! I'm hoping this will be a good first step for me.
The other fear I have about turning 20 is that it's such a jump form 19. So many of my friends are now getting married or going on missions or making these life-changing decisions which are bound to be soon around the corner for me. AH!

ANYWAYS. Here is a montage of pictures since the last time I blogged. I've done a lot of growing up, I've  had a lot of fun with family and friends, and I've enjoyed being 19 while it lasted!

My niece is just the cutest thing you've ever seen. And she has my name down!
*favorite aunt award*

I camped out for the BYU vs Gonzaga game!
Cold but tons of fun!
(my grey blob is a great fashion statement)

I babysat for the siblings for a bit! Marquel is so old!

front row seats to a game we won by like 40 points. Still fun. 

Jazz vs the Kings game!

Jimmer. Still just as obsessed with him
as I was when he played for BYU.

I still have some awesome friends from High School that I
do cool stuff with sometimes. 

I still do stupid things

I have fun roomies

sometimes I go to vegas. aka mini golfing in provo

I still make it to occasional concerts 

oh and I'm still as cool as ever.