Ugh

The word of the day: UGH. Today was no fun at all. I hate days like today. Number 1: I had to sit through 3 hours of presentations for Student Development today. And Number 2: I did quite poorly on my Geology test. The easiest test I have! Apparently I gave it too little of attention than it deserved. I just hope I can still graduate college at this rate. haha Only joking. I have just always been so focused on "the grade" in everything I do in life. The process doesn't matter much to me as long as I get results. That's probably a bad thing... I need to buck up and improve my college study habits. That's for sure!! Starting with me rereading all of Jacob to Alma 30 for my test tomorrow. That's a lot of reading. But i think it will help me a lot. I hope. I just need to do amazing on all of the rest of my finals and then my confidence will be back up. As for now though, I am in the depths of despair over he loss of that test and just a poor showing of what I know and as Rachel says I am indeed "grumpy". Sorry kids. I will be back to my normal self when I get a good grade on this next test. haha It shouldn't mean that much to me but I mean really. School is the only thing in my life right now. I don't have a giant social life, no boyfriend, no job, no soccer and just nothing else to focus all my attention on but school. I need to do better at this. Next semester will be different for sure. Well here are some random pictures to enjoy :)